One year ago...

One year ago....

Not the exact date, but yet last Father's day. I woke up in the wee hours of the morning, 4am to be exact, and decided to take a pregnancy test. Again... I had taken two other tests a couple days prior that were both negitive, yet I just had to take one right then and there. It was positive! I was pregnant! I went back to bed and decided not to wake up Chris. After a long time laying there awake I finally fell asleep. I was so happy and yet, because of recent history, terrified at the same time.

We were awoken by three little monkeys climbing into bed with us to tell, cheer really, Chris happy father's day. We all hung out for about an hour before I got up. Chris still didn't know the news because I didn't want to tell him in front of the kids.

Once the kids were off playing Chris and I had a moment. I said to him, "If all goes well, we should have a 4 month old baby in our bed next Father's day."

Nine months later (give or take a bit of time) Baby Ben joined us....

So here we are today... Father's day... I am so happy that this morning we had 4 in our bed...