Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Blogging vacation...

Yep, I've been on a blogging vacation. Mainly because I can't sit still long enough to blog lately. I have been dealing with hives, big iiiitchyyy hives for a few weeks now! I can't sleep and can't sit very still. I want to rip my skin off and am often praying for the strength to not rip my family's heads off because I have been so on edge and cranky! Think of it like this...

You've had a gallon of water so you have to peeeeeee! You skipped breakfast so you are sooooo hungry! Your three year old is throwing a fit because her brother is antagonizing her! The baby is crying because he needs a nap! Your seven year old needs help with homework! Even the best of us is very, very cranky in this situation, right?

This is what it feels like to me all day lately because the itching is out of control! It is a little bit better, or it was yesterday at least, because of the steroids they put me on. (With that adds worry about the fact that Ben is getting it through my breast milk though!)

I go on Friday morning to see a specialist that will hopefully be able to give me some answers. Although the doctors all say that we may not find an answer. In the mean time....

I am just trying to put on a smile, some "blue magic", extra showers, and keep busy so I don't go insane! I could see a person getting admitted because of this, seriously, it is enough to drive a person crazy!

So, I will be back to blogging when I can sit still again. I will post many cute pictures someday soon! Don't fret though, I won't take pictures of my hives, that would scare everyone away!

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